so, well, hi.

It's my birthday tomorrow [11.November]
and... yeah, I'm quite excited already.^^ I don't want to get lots of gifts and such, especially from my RL friends, since I "only" drew something for them...
but I know them, they already have some gifts for me <____<

Ah...I've drawn a lot during the holidays I've had last week, mainly for the Calender I prepared for my RL friends
[Trist, ich hab dir trotzdem was gezeichnet. Ist aber noch nicht fertig ... ]
I've printed all 24 linearts and I'm gonna colour them traditionally every afternoon, since I'm actually not allowed to be at the computer during schoolweeks. ^^

But that takes me already to the next point:
My PC is broken, somehow. :/ I already knew it, but oh wellZ.
It's not that good for me, because I've had TOO Many things to do <.< new pictures etc. etc.
..
but I now really think my dear Darling's gonna die soon. :/ And this freaks me out, since my life builds up on this little machine <.<
And we're too poor to buy another one^^ Ha, if he dies I'm gonna be away for looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooong time, I can promise ôo

That's only one of my problems <.< A friend of mine is calling daily, dunno what he actually wants, another one has fallen in love with me THOUGH HE DOESN'T KNOW ME AT ALL and he started being a suicidal MONSTER...<.<
And, wellz. I'm in love with some other boy, but he doesn't really... well, that's nothing, actually. Nothin'
My friends have problems as well, and I can't be there for 'em like I want to. I just..can't hug them when they cry, can't...I can't do anything atm, especially when HE dies <.<

So I just hope I'll have a nice birthday tomorrow...and then, let's see <.<
... yeah. Have some nice weeks, and I hope you're all fine. I love you